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1 year on and it aint getting no easier,theres not a single day go past and we dont think about you both,some days i just wanna breakdown and cry,but then i just think of the last time i see you both and all the good family times we had,but it still dont help.all the family are helping eachother through at the moment,today has just been one of the worst this year and then to find out that he has been let off with it all,killing to gentle people,leaving 1 man and 1 little girl in bits after there family destroyed,and he's let off with a slap on the wrists and told never to do it again how does it justify anything in this world.nigel and samantha are both doing ok now i suppose really all things considered and samantha is growing up so fast,she's had no other choice,she resembles auntie jackie its unbelieveable,and nigel well he said he'd never cope with bringing sammy up,but he's doing fine,we have all give them our support,which without it we wouldnt be a family.im just begining to wonder how that bloke sleeps at night knowin what he's done to our family,whether he even cares.all i can say is i hope he does,if he's anybody at all,he wont be able to sleep at night.
i know your both lookin down on us,and keeping an eye on nigel n sammy for us,we all love you soo much and miss you soo much its unbelieveable its only untill something like this happens that you realise how close our family actually is!
R.I.P both of you,Auntie jackie and danielle
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